Surprisingly enough

Surprisingly enough, I am writing this and it feels weird. I've come to terms with the realities of life, some days, things can go as planned while on other days, things stay stagnant.

Surprisingly enough, I feel like a failure most days but I somehow summon the strength to keep trying. Life at 27 hasn’t been the smoothest and I mostly just get by. I find myself being anxious to succeed and getting depressed when that one thing doesn’t yield any result.

Surprisingly enough, I’m alive. Irrespective of my attitude and doubts towards God, he still gives me the feeling of " I believe in you" and for the most part, he gets me up every day. I confess that I have been cold towards God and my faith, I have hidden behind the existence of God to avoid blaming myself when I don’t put in work and effort. God’s love is indeed a different kind of love and I’m working on myself.

Surprisingly enough, even though I get 100 followers or above, my country isn't accepted by medium for monetization. I guess if you buy me a coffee then I'll be alright.

Surprisingly enough, today has been a good day and I feel blessed and recognized. Randomly got a call and spent the day serving others who required my services.

Surprisingly enough, I have a podcast on Anchor, Spotify, Apple, and Google podcasts and you should go check it out. That's ' A thin line with Vivian ' on all platforms mentioned above.

Surprisingly enough, I wrote something today and I do hope it makes you calm and happy. Life isn't perfect but when we keep trying then we are close to perfection.

Until next time on A THIN LINE WITH VIVIAN.

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